This morning my two boys drove me so crazy. I got mad all the time. I just couldn’t control my temper. At that moment, I couldn’t think and just feel wanting to run away. Why do they just keep testing my patient?
My feelings were so down and hardly thinking I should pray. While they were in be for nap, I finally got sometime to sit down and ponder what I should do in order to let my bad feelings to clam down.
It’s really weird. Each time when I think about adopting another baby, my two boys become so naughty and hard to control. I got mad so easily and felt I couldn’t adopt another one. I feel I am not a good mom.
I wish I could know the answer. I wish I could know how to be patient to my boys.
